CRAPLOAD of memes
RANDOMOLOGY radioblogclub.com
Q: First place you went this morning? Mah kitchen
Q: What can you not wait to do? Get into university and start fresh clean (hopefully find someone . . .)
Q: What's the last movie you saw? I have no clue. O_O;;
Q: Do you cry often? No.
Q: Are you a friendly person? HAHAHAHAHA. Well, if I need to be.

MOUTHOLOGY
Q. What is your salad dressing of choice? The thing they use in Orange Corner. I dunno what it is.
Q. What is your favorite fast food restaurant? – Not too fond of fast food places.
Q. What is your favorite sit-down restaurant? – I’ve got a few.
Q. What food could you eat every day for two weeks and not sick of it? – um, rice.
Q. What are your pizza toppings of choice? – green pepper, mushrooms and bacon bits
Q. What do you like to put on your toast? – peanut butter.
Q. Have you ever been knocked unconscious? Nope

BULLOLOGY
Q. If it were possible, would you want to know the day you would die?
No, because I will be the one deciding when I’m dying.
Q. Is love for real? Only if you believe it is.
Q. If you could change your first name, what would you change it to? Cyndi
Q. What color do you think looks best on you? I dunno actually.
Q. Have you ever swallowed a non-food item? – soap water

DAREOLOGY
Q. Would you walk naked for a half mile down a public street for $100,000? – nah
Q. Would you allow one of your little fingers to be cut off for $200,000? – depends how much it’d cost to replace it
Q. Would you never blog again for $50,000? - easy
Q. Would you pose naked in a magazine for $250,000? – only if they did a make over on me and you could barely tell it’s me anymore.
Q. Would you drink an entire bottle of hot sauce for $1000? - nah
Q. Would you, without fear of punishment, take a human life for $1,000,000? – depends on the human. I’m just being honest.
Q. Would you give up watching television for a year for $25,000? – I don’t watch TV anyways.

DUMBOLOGY
Q: What is in your left pocket? – too lazy to find out
Q: Napoleon Dynamite actually a good movie? – never seen it
Q: Do you have hardwood or carpet in your house? - carpet
Q: How many pairs of flip flops do you own? I dislike flip flops.
Q: Where were you born? – Jilong. TAIWAN

LASTOLOGY
Q: Friend you talked to? Cinny <3
Q: Last person who called you? – I dunno. People don’t call me.
Q: Person who hugged you? Um, Colin, I think.


FAVORITOLOGY
Q: Number? - 9
Q: Color? – I’ve got a few


CURRENTOLOGY
Q: Season? – Fall/Winter
Q: Missing someone? – Wow, I’m actually not.
Q: Mood? - tranquil
Q: Listening to? Lol, “Won’t say I’m in Love”
Q: Watching? – AMV with that song


RELATIONSHIPOLOGY
Q: Best friend? – Cinny. ARC
Q: Girlfriend/boyfriend? – hmmm . . . .
Q: Crush? – Naw, I think I hate the person now.
Q: Most trustworthy? – Myself.
Q: Can make you feel better right away? Probably Annie.
Q: Funniest? Everyone.

Single or Taken: single . . .
Happy about that? Not too much
Siblings: 0
Eye color: dkbrown
Shoe size: dunno
Height: 168cm
What are you wearing right now? clothes
Can you make a dollar in change right now: sure

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FAVORITES:

Kind of pants: depends
Number: 9
Animal: kitty. Certain dogs.
Drink (non alcoholic): Peppermint Mocha twist
Sport: badminton
Month: September
Juice: um, apple??
Favorite cartoon character: No cartoon character, but anime character.

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HAVE YOU EVER...

Given anyone a bath? Um, Cinny’s kitty
Bungee Jumped? Nope, would be cool
Made yourself throw-up? Yeah, I ate something stupid
Gone skinny dipping? naw
Eaten a hot dog? Sadly, yeah.
Loved someone so much it made you cry? Hell, I did
Played truth or dare? mmmhm
Been on a plane? yup
Came close to dying? I do not think
Been in a sauna? yup
Been in a hotub? yup
Swam in the ocean? Sorta. I thought sharks would eat me.
Fallen asleep in school? yes
Ran away? When I wanted to
Broken someone's heart? No more than the times someone broke mine.
Cried in school? yes
Fell off your chair? yeah XDD
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call? –cough- Anniiiieee. xD
Saved MSN conversations? Used to . . .
Used someone? Hard not to

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WHAT IS...

...your good luck charm? My happiness
...your new favorite song? Dun have one
...beside you? My bag
...The last thing you ate: mmmhhhmmmmmm green tea creampuff from Bear Papa’s
...The kind of shampoo/conditioner do you use? Dunno, but it’s blue
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EVER HAD…

...Chicken pox: yeah
...Sore Throat: yes
...Stitches: nope
...Broken a bone: nope

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DO YOU...

Believe in love at first sight? Yeah, but I don’t believe it will necessarily last, nor do I think it is common.
Long distance relationships? Tried that, doesn’t work.
Like school? Yeah, when I’m not in class
Who was the last person that called you? I dunno
Who was the last person you slow danced with? I dun slow dance. Oh wait, Larissa. That’s like 3 years ago man.
Who makes you smile the most? Certain people
Which person knows you the best? Sometimes they know me, sometimes they don’t
Do you like filling these out? Yeah, or else I why would I be doing this?
Do you wear contact lenses or glasses? Usually glasses, contacts for special occasions
Do you like yourself? For the most part
Do you get along with your family? Hahaha, if you can call it a family.

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ARE YOU...

Obsessive Compulsive? Sometimes
Suicidal? Once in a while
Hated someone in your family? duh
Gotten any awards? sure
Good driver? Dun drive. That makes me good.
Own a lava lamp? They’re useless
How many remote controls are in your house? Dunno, 9??
What was your last dream about? Giving William a scarf. (Ironically I gave him a scarf he has in real life.)
When you last showered: yesterday
Scary or Funny Movies? funny
Chocolate or Vanilla? chocolate
Skiing or Boarding? Just snow
Summer or Winter? fall
Silver or Gold? silver
Diamond or Pearl? Silver please
Sprite or 7up? mountain dew
Coffee or milk tea? milk tea
Are you oldest, middle or youngest? I’m the only

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TODAY DID YOU...

1. Talk to someone you liked: on msn yeah
2. Buy something: creampuffs
3. Get sick? nope
8. Talked to an ex? Larissa and I have absolutely nothing to talk about
9. Miss someone? Wow, I actually don’t for once

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LAST PERSON WHO....

10. Slept in your bed? me
11. Saw/heard you cry? myself
12. Made you cry? William
13. Went to the movies with? Probably Annie and Rita. xDDD
15. Said "I Love You"? ummmm . . . uh . . . . I think it’s Ivan or someone, I don’t recall.
16. Ever been in a fight with your pet? wtf
18. Been to Mexico? no
19. Been to Canada? lol
20. Been to Florida? nope
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RANDOM.....

22. What book are you reading now? L Change the World
23. Best feeling in the world? Happiness, security, perfection . . . oh yeah, that
24. Future kids names? Alex. William. Edward. Richard.
But the names will depend on the nationality of who I’m marrying. I’d like a name that works in at least 2 languages.
26. What's under your bed? I don’t have an under-bed
27. Favorite sports to watch? Um, I dunno. I like watching badminton close-up. But they have to be pretty good or I’d vomit.
28. Favorite Locations? Inside my head, Metrotown library, Japan, Taiwan, certain areas
29. Piercing/Tattoos? none
30. What are you most scared of right now? People I trust leaving me and not being able to find someone like that again
31. Who do you really hate? Ahhhh, William. But I mostly hate how much of a pushover when it comes to him.
32. Do you have a job? Yeah.
33. Have you ever liked someone you dont have a chance with? Um, not really. But some people I don’t bother trying, but if I did, I probably had a pretty good chance.


1. Is anything wrong? Um yeah, the lack of freedom in my own room. The lack of money and good people I can rely on.
2. Would you kiss anyone on your friends list? Pay me, I bet I could.
3. Where do you want to go to university? UBC. I’ll sell my soul to Satan, just let me in.
4. How many kids do you want to have? No more than 2
5. Do you have a good relationship with your parents? sure
6. Would you change your name? not now I wouldn’t
7. What did you do for your b-day? Lots of things. It was awesome.
8. What time did you wake up today? 7:30 am
9. What were you doing at midnight last night? Mandarin
10. Name something you cannot wait to do? Find that one person ( = be happy/satisfied)
11. Last time you saw your dad? 2 secs ago
12. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life? I wished I confessed to Edwin before Rachel did.
13. Have you ever talked to Tom? Um, I talked to a guy named Tom, yeah.
14. Last thing you ate/drank? creampuuuuuuff
15. What's your favorite month? September
17. Are you in a relationship? Yeah, but not that kind
18. Who/What's getting on your nerves right now? WILLIAM
19. Most visited webpage? Ones your parents wouldn’t want you to. Lol, jkjk.
20. Last person to make you sad? WILLIAM
21. Would you help your best friend fight if he/she is losing? Anyday, but only if it’s Cinny, Annie or Rita.
22. Coke or pepsi? neither
23. What was the last thing you and your best friend discussed about? ^^ Japan Trip. It’s gonna be like our anniversary. 
24. Who do you love? My best friends, Daniel, Yulo, my cousins, Edwin, Larissa . . .
25. Last person you myspaced? ew myspace
27. Last thing you did? Take a bath
28. What is your favorite thing to do? Hang out with people that makes me happy, eat nice things, cook, sing etc.
1- What colour are your slippers? One is white, one is black
2- How many rooms in your house? um. 4 . . .
3- Are you photogenic? sometimes
4- Do you play the Sims 2? No, but if I do, I’m gonna have a real good time.
5- How about oldschool Sims? Lol, naw
6- Are you anti-stereotypes? Nope
7- Do you think ‘emo’ is an overused, overrated term nowadays? Not yet
8- Where would you go, Spain or Switzerland? Switzerland, baby.
9- Do you wear glasses? mmhm
10- If I gave you $3 right now, what would you do with it? Probably save it, or go buy a creampuff.
11- Would you rather own a penguin or a llama? a penguin!!
12- Are you scared of or fascinated by fire? It depends what the fire is doing.
13- What do you have with your fries? ketchup.
14- Have you ever been outside your home continent? Um, yeeah.
15- What’s the one thing you wish you could do? Turn back time, chance people’s hearts, and be rich instantly.
16- How many windows are in the room you’re sat in? 1
17- Do you ever climb trees? Used to
18- When was the last time you saw a cat? English tutoring class
19- Which is worse – days when it’s over 100 or days when it’s below 25? Um, I dunno
20- Would your best friend agree with you? She wouldn’t care
21- When you look in the mirror, what do you think? I wish I had perfect vision so I can see myself properly
22- If you found out you were related to Britney Spears, what would you do? freak out, and sell her photos
23- How do you let out your anger? Abusing people older and bigger than me. Also, singing to loud music
24- What’s the best thing you can cook? Rice-balls. But you make them not cook them. I’m good at making fried rice ya know.
25- What colour are your headphones? white
26- When saying goodbye to people on IM, how do you do it? Dunno
27- What’s a good hug? a hug that lasts a bit long, and it is comfortable and it’s someone I am fond of
28- What would you say if you found a baby tiger sleeping on your bed?
Say? I have no clue. Maybe I’d go pet it.
29- If you could repeat one year of your life, which would it be? Gr. 8 and grade 10
30- Do you believe in Heaven and Hell? No, but I acknowledge it.
31- What’s the best thing about hedgehogs? –giggles- Chocolate is yummy, the blue guy is annoying.
32- What do you normally order from Starbucks? Peppermint mocha twist or frapps
33- Is 33 a stupid number? sorta
34- Do you find it easy to stick to diets? depends on what kind of diet it is
35- Do you know a Mongolian? nope
36- Sdrawkcab noitseuq eht rewsna? Um, konnano wakarukake needeshou?
37- Can you write in binary? Nope.
38- How much time do you spend outside? Outside my house or outside of a building??
39- Do you tan or burn? Tan . . .
40- What’s the geekiest thing you’ve ever done? Dunno man.
41- Are lip piercings hot or icky? depends on who . . . //
42- What about tongue piercings? No
43- Which smiley do you overuse on IM? Dislike smileys
44- Do you use: lol, lmao, rofl, lmfao, wtf, omg? Yup. Just not lmao, rofl and imfao.
45- What did you have for breakfast this morning? Toast with peanut butter and green tea milk tea
46- How many pairs of scissors are there in your house? i think 6
47- If you could be a black belt at any martial art, which one would it be? What works
48- Describe your favourite shoes. Dun care.
49- Red, blue or green? Red or blue
50- Which pisses you off more, txtspk, 1337 5P34K or people who are uptight about spelling? Er, I hate lazy people
29. What did you do yesterday? School, badminton
30. Love or money? Money. I can buy love.

7O confessions..

-- just for stαrters, do you sweαr to tell the truth?
Sure, but I can lie like one tells the truth, so I dunno quite how you can get to be honest. Though I rather like being honest.

whαt time is it
11:21 pm

whαt is todαys dαte?
nov 28

-- okαy lets get stαrted

who wαs the lαst person to cαll you bαbe?
No one. Whoever does will soon lose their life.

whαt is your relαtionship stαtus?
single . . . as usual, almost in a relationship, yet not really

hαs αnyone ever sαng to you?
yeah

Has anyone ever given you roses?
hahaha yup

if you were abandoned in the wilderness would you survive?
Only for a while

who do you text the most?
me.no.cell.

Whαt does your lαst incoming text sαy?
me.no.cell.
Lαst outgoing text sαy?
GRRR.

whαt is your fαv color?
depends

whαt color αre your eyes?
dark brown

whαt is α compliment you receive wαy too often?
you’re cute today

how tαll αre you?
168cm

who wαs the lαst person to sαy they loved you αnd when?
Ivan probably, 2 years ago.

do you like your pαrents?
sure

do you secretly like someone?
Not secretly

who wαs the lαst person you sαid you loved on the phone?
No one

where is the furthest plαce you hαve trαveled?
Taiwan . . .

whαt do you prefer, eαt or sleep?
sleep while dreaming of eating

do you look more like your mom or dad?
people say my dad

how long does it tαke you to shower?
lol, depends

cαn you do the splits?
not anymore

αre you flexible?
sorta

whαt movie do you wαnt to see?
not @ the moment

whαt did you do lαst new yeαrs?
Dunno

wαs your mom α cheerelαder?
um no.

cαn you speαk αny other lαnguαge besides english?
mandarin, japanese, taiwanese

do you weαr your seαtbelt in the cαr?
yeah

αre you scαred of flying?
not really

whαt do you sleep in?
my own bed

is your hαir curly or strαight?
straight

do you hαve αny tαttoos?
no

do you like funny people or serious people?
mixed

hαve you ever seen the grinch movie?
nope~

whαt jewlery do you weαr αll the time?
sadly, I am frickle; thus cannot wear a piece of jewlery all the time

whαt do you hαve plαnned for tonight?
man, what is this question hoping for? Sex??

whαt is your fαv song
I have lots

whαt song do you hαte?
errr, certain songs

do you like chocolαte?
Cindy’s Ideal Chocolate: chopped nuts rolled in a mint dark chocolate mixture covered with a thin layer of milk chcolate topped with crushed peppermint candy

do you need α boyfriend/girlfriend to be hαppy?
No, but it usually makes me happier

αre you eαsy to get αlong with?
Depends if I like you

whαt is yur fαv time of the dαy?
whenever I can do whatever I want

αre you α hαppy person ?
I would not say

αny upcoming events u αre excited αbout?
Meeting up with Annie/Rita, and Japan trip

how old αre you ?
17

whαt time is it now?
BLAH

WARNING THE FOLLOWING QUESTIONS ARE PERSONAL!

1. will you answer every question honestly? whatever
2. have you ever stayed up all night while drunk or high? naw
3. have you ever punched anyone in the face? sure
4. do you miss anything or anyone? Yeah, I do
6. have you kissed anyone on the lips within the past five hours? nope
7. who was the last person you talked to? mom
8. what do you dislike at the moment? A few things
9. name one person on your top friends who is the most like you? I think Rita is like me sometimes.

HARDER.

1. do you get butterflies around the guys/girls you like? I think I’m so used to it that I don’t feel it anymore.
2. do you think it is bad to have sex at your age? Sure, but it won’t stop some people . . . ;;; lol
3. will you get married? Most likely
4. will you be doing drugs in the near future? no
5. do you lie about your age? I don’t need to, my appearance lies for me


VERY PERSONAL.

1. if you were to have sex right now would you use a condom? Oh dear, indeed I would
2. are you happy with yourself? mostly
3. would you change yourself for the person you love? I often do
4. what do you tell yourself when times get hard? Why da hell am I ever born??

SECRETS.

1. when did you last cry? 4 days ago
2. do you believe in religion? nope
3. when was the last time you fell asleep with a girl? I dunno.
4. what is currently on your mind? Typing in the washroom is fun
5. did you ever wish a close friend to death? no
6. has a guy ever seriously punched you more than once? nope
7. have you ever made out until you ran out of breath? Um, yeah.


SHOCKING

1. have you done bad things with your parents near by? I probably have.
2. have you started a horrible rumour about somebody? Dun think I did.
3. did you ever fail the school year? I’m not that stupid
4. have you ever done hallucinogenic drugs? That’s called reading doujinshi, listening ost, and eating mint dark chocolate at the same time. Oh, it’s nice.
5. have you ever been too drunk to remember a certain night? no
6. do you think your future will be a good one? hopefully

THE DEEP STUFF

1. Do you think you were raised well? Considerably
2. Do you have a secret that you've never told ANYONE? = 3 = Not anymore thanks to Annie . . . ;;;
3. How do you handle stress? Quickly do stuff that makes me happy
4. How would you spend your last day alive? In peace
5. Do you hide things well or do you have a guilty conscience? Pretty good at hiding things
6. If there was true love on one side of the street and a million bucks on the other, which one would you pick? Ah, I’d be honest, I probably would get hit by a car before I can come to a solid decision.
7. If your parents got divorced and you had to pick mom or dad to live with? Gimme da money, I can move out
8. If you had to choose between having one family member or 5 of your closest friends die who would you choose? 1 family member
9. Do you think you could ever forgive someone who murdered a family member? no
10. What is the worst thing you've ever done that your parents DON'T know about? I dunno, that I went out with Larissa and did stuff and that I enjoy skipping??


THE LOVE STUFF

1. Do you think you know the meaning of love? yeah
2. The last time you kissed someone...was it someone you see yourself with? O_O Joseph? I dunno, not really.
3. Whats the most important part of a relationship in your opinion? understanding
4. If your parents didn't like the person you were dating, would you lose them? I’ll think about what they dislike about him/her, and decide from there.

THE RANDOM STUFF

1. Do you spend time with the same people always.. or new people? same people always
2. Do you think best friends can be replaced? If you’re telling me there’s another Rita, Annie and Cindy like you guys in this world, someone please hook me up.
3. Are you the type that would rather stay at other people's houses or have them at yours? I dun mind either
4. When is the last time you were truly happy with your life? Ah, the day I found out Jon might like me as well as that Daniel does like me and that badminton went well yesterday and that work is fun with Kevin.
5. Where was your default facebook picture taken? Artona
6. Do you think long distance relationships are ever really worth it? being friends, sure
7. What is your favorite color? depends
8. What do you do when you have a bad day? Unleash my anger
9. Do you believe exes can really ever be "just friends"? I don’t know anymore.
10. Who messaged you last? Karen
11. When was the last time you told someone you loved them? Probably 5 days ago
12. If you could pack up and leave your life now to move away, would you? sure
13. Do you fall for people easily? depends
14. Are you quick to start a fight? Not really, it’s not worth it
15. Do your parents really know YOU? Lol, in their dreams
16. Lyrics stuck in your head? Mmmmhmmm ost
17. Are you tired? a little
18. Any friends you'd like to tell how much you appreciate them? they know how much i appreciate them
20. Last time you walked farther than one block? today

OFF THE WALL QUESTIONS

1. What Curse Word Do You Use The Most? Fuck, maybe
2. Do You Own An Ipod? yea
3. Do You Ever Take Medication To Help You Fall Asleep? nope
4. Do You Prefer Regular Or Chocolate Milk? chocolate
5. When Was The Last Time You Had Starbucks? Mmmmm, a week ago
6. Do You Think People Talk About You Behind Your Back? Not really, they know I don’t care
7. Is Anyone In Love With You? I can hope they love me
8. Ever Cry In Public? yes
9. Wanting any piercings or tatoos? no
10. Whats The Weather Like? cloudy and dark and cold and really windy
11. Would You Ever Date Anyone Covered In Tattoos? uh fuck no.
12. Do You Pay Attention To The Calories In The Package/Box? yep
13. Do You Use Sarcasm? yeah
14. Do you get along better with the same sex or opposite? opposite sex
15. Do You Watch The News? no
16. How Did You Get One Of Your Scars? badminton
17. Who was the last person to make you mad? my dad
18. Do You Like Anybody? sure

Dad and me. Don't ask where I was looking. This is when I still have long hair. :D


2nd place certificate and ipod shuffle mini. Too bad I can't take picture of my pride. xD

This was when we were bored at SFU, and Einna was sleeping:

 
 

Rita and I noticed the maze under the stairs too. We were truly bored.
http://i5.photobucket.com/albums/y167/CyndiK/S-5.jpg

Oh and duuuude. My first obentou. (below)


OMG. Einna's first strawberry!!!!! xD


Here were the lillies I bought Einna as her late b-day present.
http://i5.photobucket.com/albums/y167/CyndiK/S-6.jpg

I made that. Seriously, don't ask.  xD
http://i5.photobucket.com/albums/y167/CyndiK/S-7.jpg

^^; Lunch. Sorry this is side ways. D:


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 Cake for Cinny.
Can't really say I made it, yet you can't really say I didn't.



O_O Posting pictures is tiresome. . . .

I think I'm going to scream. 
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!!!!!!


Phew. I feel so much better. ^^ <3

Really, that’s all I have or want to say.

Along with the fact that I’ve learnt too much and came down with odd conclusions:

-          Shovels are a tool for destruction and they sell them at Toys R’ Us.

-          White people are definitely weirder than Japanese people. (I don’t mean this in any offending way)

-          I am a coward when it comes to humans who are important to me.

-          Tuna tastes best when starving  

-          Waffles can be eaten anytime of the day.

-          I’m glad that I’m an only child

-          Anytime I hear “You are my son” I have to think of Lion King.

-     I know where Shinsuke live now.
-     You can slip on frost
-     White people take in too much sugar. 
-     Kids these days watch the weirdest cartoons.
-     Robin has a grey face.
-     Despite the boney shoulder, it's nice to lean on.
-     Cyndi thinks waaaay too much for her own good.

-sh0t-

Those ebil year book people took a picture of me on Day 1 (my PE day) AGAIN!!
That's three times in a row.

There's got to be someone behind this. = \

  
    Science is yay, because I understand biology and things actually make sense. We were doing genetics.
    Break was hugging onee-sama, seeing someone and running through snow to get to the portables; almost slipped on slushy snow, almost. No complaints there.
    English was English and I got to squish Colin again; would hug him all day if I were allowed. Played big 2 (a card game), won all the games as usual. Fredrick suspects me of cheating, and I smiled as if I did, even though I didn’t. Shinsuke and I do our special mutual greeting across in separate classrooms. Seriously, his hair is too blonde for a Japanese. Eh, Jrockers excluded. I think. The sub teacher was not bright and took at least 20 minutes taking our names and seating plans. And then we had 30 minutes of silent reading. So really, I feel that I didn’t do much this English class.

   Weirdly, I had a large appetite today and had a cheeseburger, a cookie and a tuna sandwich. Today was Nicole’s birthday and lunch was nice. Nothing too crazy, but Sonia did give me a pixie stick, so I got high on that and Joseph spilled some milk on my pants. He had no idea how that happened. I do, because later I found out that it wasn’t milk. Rather too lazy to explain.
    Yay, Japanese class went well and seems like I’m entering another contest. Why? I have no idea, there’s nothing to lose so I don’t see why not. If I actually managed to win myself a trip to Japan, I’d really laugh, because I just don’t think that’ll happen. We’ll see, we’ll see.

    Socials was socials, we had a discussion on fertility drugs, rather interesting really. I don’t say anything despite the fact I could in this environment, too lazy. Joseph had gummy bears, so Andy and I “ninja ed” some. Later we were bored and started to draw Link and Kirby . . . La la la la la . . . something involving Victorian accents and Mr. Jackson asking me a nice question, in which I lied to because I didn’t know quite how to answer it. And when I looked at that sweet mint in hand, strangely, I nearly cried. It stayed in my pocket for a long time, till I couldn’t resist anymore, and popped it in my mouth.
    After school, I seriously forgot it was Tuesday, so I phoned my dad to come pick me up early. Because I forgot it was Tuesday, I also forgot I had to tutor Brianna after school. (I didn’t realize this when I got home.) Somehow, I didn’t feel that guilty. How bad of me. I knew how much my dad hates driving in the snow; I decided to walk up the -insert street name here- so my dad didn’t have to drive all the way down. Joseph walked with me too because we were going the same way . . . that is till I saw my dad’s car, waved only to be ignored, and I ran down the whole slushy hill chasing after my own car.
    Rather interesting really.

Tatoeba dokomade modorebaii? Oshiete
Subete wa Itami wo tomonauhodo azayaka
Hontou wa  Wakeaerumono nantenaikara furikaeranakatta
fall into a light sleep Watashi ni michiru
I don't carry out yakusoku wa yagate
Itsukano Kagayaki suteta
Kaerenai asa no hikari noyou
Tsumetai kokoro no soba ni iruyo Kogoete
Tsuzuki wa kobamenaikurai hora asahaka
Kitsukazu ni kaketa kanjou hiroi atsumete Yurushi wo motometara
fall into a light sleep  Hitori no yoru ni
I'm beginning to learn kanashimi no shikumi
Anata no  Nukumori kakushi
Afuredeta sonoyami ni obieru
fall into a light sleep Watashi ni michiru
I don't carry out yakusoku wa yagate
Itsukano Kagayaki suteta
Kaerenai asa no hikari noyou


---

How far back should I have to go? Tell me.
Everything is so painfully vivid.
The truth is, we couldn't understand each other,
So I left and didn't look back
Fall into a light sleep, it encompasses my very being
I never carry out my promises
So long ago, I threw away my brightness
And like the light from the morning sun, it can never return.
It lies beside this cold heart, frozen
So completely mindless that it persists forever
Numbly, I gather the remnants of my emotions,
And searching for redemption, I...
Fall into a light sleep, on a lonely night
I'm beginning to learn the designs of sorrow
The hiding away of your warm presence
Makes me fear the overflowing darkness.
Fall into a light sleep, it encompasses my very being
I never carry out my promises
So long ago, I threw away my brightness
And like the light from the morning sun, it can never return.

The End
A freezing gaze, entrancing all those who glance upon you
Those cold blue eyes, showing not the slightest bit of emotion
A hardened heart, evading the love and hate surrounding you
That broken soul, wary of false promises and devotion
A perfect face, fooling those who think they can understand you
Those unshed tears, crying out for long forgotten affection
A brand new start, realizing fate was not deserving of you
That lost destiny, no longer needing of your attention
One who understands, who you have been searching for endlessly
Take my hand now, I promise I won't let go until the end
This is our last stand, before we're swept into the spiraling sea
If you follow me, I promise I won't let go until the end

-

The Beginning
A deceptive smile, hauntingly entrancing those whom you meet
That friendly facade, lying to the ones you will leave behind
A nonchalant man, hiding alternative motives of deceit
Those expressive eyes, ones which I remember were once called mine
A deadly angel, one with wings stained to a velvety black
Manipulating, hidden by your irresistible charm
With devils' intention, yet a true smile aimed at my back
A silent promise, assuring you will do me no harm
Say you understand, and stay by my side until it is over
I'll take your hand now, only if we go to the beginning
This is my only stand, our end appearing now even closer
I'll take your hand now, only if we go to the beginning

-

Sunset
Never wanting to bring harm to one so close and dear
Only to protect you in any way I could manage
I pushed you away when my only wish was to pull you near
Now I'm failing to mend the heart I myself once damaged
Knowing no words or actions can bring you back to me
I still refuse to take my leave until you're by my side
Trying foolishly and desperately to make you see
That the best that any of us can do is simply try
Despite our having no hope, I can only hope to think
While you are blissfully unaware of my suffering
That I, and I alone, will be the one to fall and sink
Bringing you not a drop of sorrow nor pain nor longing
I know if I can hold your hand before the sunset
I could vanish from this world without a single regret

-

Sunrise
Betrayed by you, but never unforgiving of your past crimes
Wanting desperately only to be called yours once more
Yet knowing that we can no longer have our own place in time
Is enough to keep my eyes dry in the heaviest downpour
I keep my distance from even the world with my guard always up
My defenses let down for nothing and no one, only you
Even then, I knew my too-innocent soul you would corrupt
Still I stayed close, never hesitating to see our fate through
Only when you were close could I feel your immense pain and fear
Pushed away, I became numb to even your most pained cries
Of loneliness, unable to shed even the smallest tear
Even now, I fear my heart breaking too much to even try
I'll hold your hand now, without deceit, betrayal or fatal lies
As long as you don't disappear before the morning sunrise

-

Goodbye
Shadows steadily creeping in my heart
Warping my perception of what is real
Taking me back to where I can start
To wonder what it is like to feel
Tricking you into believing my truth
I had never felt so far from your arms
I wish only to return, but refuse
Trying to shield your life from harm
Knowing I've acted my part in this cursed play
I will leave gracefully when the time comes
I won't ask you to follow, but to stay
And live on to see the next rising sun
With all my heart, body, and soul I'll try
To cry for you when we say our goodbye

Hello
With knowledge of your plans to leave me here
All alone and in the cold, darkened night
Your fate is not the object of my fear
But to no longer have you in my sight
Holding on desperately to your hand
Our fingers are forever intertwined
Never needing to deceive or pretend
That without you I'll be perfectly fine
Your life may end here tonight in my arms
I can accept this without denial
But knowing how you've shielded me from harm
Shows to me you were near all the while
I've no qualms with letting you fall below
If you promise we'll once again say hello


--- I did not write these as much as I wished I did.

How nice, school's back and I'm in planning class again.
I'm downloading Pokemon Sapphire. Yay.
My muffin is demolished and Colin's hair was attacked.
I also stole Devin's orange.
Things are normal.

I want to see Karina. Very bad.
Don't think it'll happen soon though, along with other things.
I give up.